Friday, July 22, 2005

worship night


Thank God for the "breakthrough" worship night.
Is really a rechargable night.."my spirit have been stirred once again"

Thank god through worship night, He had brought me back to experience his presence, his love, his faithfulness once again..


He tought me how to let go of my everything may it be emotion, situation, decision, people,thing,issue..

He reminded me "Who he is "
He is my creator. He is king of king and lord of lord.He is higher above all things in the heaven and earth.
And I "belong" to him. He is my saviour, my friend , my listener, my abba father..who can compare with him?
No one know me even myself ..beside my dearest Abba Father.

(Isaiah 55 :8-9 )
8 "For my thoughts are not your thoughts,

neither are your ways my ways," declares the LORD.
9 "As the heavens are higher than the earth,

so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts

Yes. He is highest above all. He had planned the best for me.
Not the way that I can measure. Not the way that i can understand..is far more than that...
"Why i choose to use my own strength and knowledge to understanding him?"
He will reveal his purpose at his perfect timing. He will give me his full strength and understanding when his time is come. His know my limit and he know what is the best for me..
but i have to learn to be faithful and patiently wait for him.

It Is so wonderful to experience him and walk this excited journey with him

~~ Thought~~

"It could be good if I'm doing something to show my love..in serving.."
Sometime, I'm realised unconsciously this thought can become part of my routine with the attitude of " for the sake of doing" if i 'm not carefully and aware "why i do what i do"

isn't need god want us to enjoy instead of do without feeling...? isn't all about Heart to heart connection...

Thank god for reminding me.. remember of his grace, His first love and Do not forget him.
All HE want is not the action only but my wholehearted heart! That store with essence of sincere, love, obedience, humble, joy, faith, peace... not like robot.

Lord is so wonderful to dwell in your present. Thank you for always rememberance of me and love me unconditionally though i'm not worth ..but you take me as your previous"..

~~ My Prayer ~~

Dear Heavenly Father,

Thank you for your love to me.
I pray that daily you renew me, daily you remind me of your goodness and store me
with a gratitude heart that always fill with thanksgiving to you.

Father, you are worthy of all praises.
Help me not to search the thing in this earth. Help me not to be fear. gIve me a courage and faith.
May you be the only one in my heart and help me stay focus in you.
May you be my strong hold. and daily teach me to praise you.

Father, a lot of time I have committed to the sins again and again. I know "what I do"

is not pleasant in your eye and will make you angry and even hurting you. upseting you.
Forgive me father. Keep me holy and pure before you once again.
Whenever i sin, lord give me a repentent heart/spirit to surrender myself

to you once again..not to do the same mistake again..So that i can be free
from the sin/ strongthold and to glorify you .
Father i ask you to break down the stronghold that are not righteneousness within me.

Father i need your strength and may your grace fully reveal and

made perfect in my weankess. Father, thank you to be my friend,
my savior. I fully uphold myself unto your hand.

I pray all this in the name of jesus. Amen.