Saturday, August 06, 2005

Expect UNexpected ...


Expect UNexpected ...


This morning...so early I have arrived office... of course..know why?because I took "CAB"!!..
Very Expensive... :(

But I know this will not long. Yesterday my room mate have confirmed. She will move out from this house, staying with her husband and children ( which will come to Singapore soon).
She has rent a room at kallang.

We have stayed more than 4 years.
By giving short notice, she shifted out this sunday.
Final decision has come.

Father,

A lot of time, I have been thinking of to Shift out.

Wanted to have a private space, but due to a lot of consideration
of people and things, finally i decided to stay back.

This stay back thought could be part of my fear.
Fear to come out from the comfort zone.
Fear to restart the life and staying with different kind
of personality people... fear to readapt again.
Because of all these fear and consideration, I decided to stay.

But lord, may your will be my will. I believe you

have greater plan for me. The moment i decided to stay,
at night,I received a info from my room mate, she need
to shift out immediately. Her family will come to singapore

and stay for long term. She need to find a room and she
found a room and she will shift out by giving this short notice.

I'm too shock and everything like mess out again.

The decision that seem I can't make, lord you have made
it for me. You have opened the only door that "I have to shift!"

Lord, Since you want me to shift, i believe there is place
that you want me to stay. Lord now i pray that you open another
way for me and show me where should i go. Lord i just ask,
wherever I go, I need your presence and peace be with me.

I want to leave everything onto your hand joyfully..

and lord i'm expected unexpect great things that ...
you had planned for me, to bless me...


* Matthew 6 :33 Seek first his kingdon and his righteneous, and all these things will be given to u as well

* A commited christian seeks to know the mind of God, sets their mind on that course, and then moves ahead with wonderful sense of inner peace the ultimate results have been left in the hands of God. ~ like job , the commited christian allow god to direct the play ~


Lord Teach me to be patience in you..and seek you earnestly.... Thank you my dearest Abba father.. :)


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