Just wondering....why my heart so burden this week? perhaps few weeks already...
What is the thing that ponder me so much that I need to take a break ...?
My dearest abba father, show me...
This few weeks there is a small voice within me, yearning for refresh ,
yearning for truth, yearning for break ...God, Am i running too fast?
Am I gone ahead of you?.. father...
If it is so, lord, help me to slow down and help me find a place that
I can have solitude time and place with you.... I yearn for closer relationship with u once again.
I yearn for your voice. I yearn to stay close with you despite all the activities, schedule,
people around me.
My days have packed full with activities, planning...and i found out my daily room just used up
without putting you as the first. This make me dry..
Remember yesterday cg discussion, "yielding to control"
Really is a good topic that remind me once again....
Realising " Now I am at the opposite side, always wanted to control everything. Make sure
everything smooth and running well... make sure the problems have been solved.. "
Well.. as GM said, life is like a storm. Storm in our life will never end..
we are not going to fight over the storm ;
we are not to solve it ..but to face it.. face the storm..
we can't control it but we can face it openly, with courage and faith...
Lord, teach me how to face the storm with your presence and grace...
Teach me in the midst of storm, learn to seek you, listen to you and rely on you..
Teach me to surrender....
"All that I am, all that I have , I lay them down before you, O lord"
" All my regrets, all my acclaims, the joys and the pains"
"I'm making them yours "
~ Lord I offer my life, my days to you~
~ Everything i've been through , use it for your glory ~
" Things in the past ; things yet unseeen "
"Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true"
"All of my hopes, all of my pains, "
"My heart and my hand lifted to you~~~ "
Yes lord,...I lifted my life to you..Thank you lord for never forsake me...
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