Prayer meet-Bukit Merah

Yesterday, it was a powerful prayer meet ( church level ) i have.

Especially that black out that period....

Before that though we were praising and worshipping but I found myself so easily been distracted.

Distracted by the surrouding like screen , pnw leader, people on stage ,..the building...


Wow ...so many thing that distracted me and i found hardly to focus...

I tried to focus back by meditating on the songs..but my eye couldn't stop to see and observe how pnw leader lead ..

Thank god at that moment took way all the distraction and in the darkness
so that i can stay focus in worship and pray. Wow!!~ God know my condition and on the spot he help me through.... Ya, Nothing I want to see but one (god) ; In the pray, i thank god he renewed me. He renewed my passionate to him and his people;He renew my desire and heart. Yes, Lord I want an undivine heart and one desire . That is you!!

Through prayer, I know i shouldn't be fearful ; shouldn't be doubt of his goodness. For he Love me and died for me so that i able to free from eternal death. Because his alive and live, I can face tomorrow. My future and life is on his hand.. on his safety, mercy hand.. He save me because he love me...

That two powerful wordship songs ( come holy spirit and holy spirit rain down) really refresh my mind, soul ,spirit, mental, emotion...These two songs had reminded me -- so many time i used my own understanding and strength to see and solve the things/problems..and how long i didn't partnership with Holy spirit??

To have greater understanding and experiencing of the power holy spirit is to dwell in Holy spirit and obey holy spirit..but how many time did i really spend time listen or I just igonre or didn't even ackowledge him(his existance)?

Lord, i really pray in all kind of situations, help me to rely and obey the holy spirit which is given by you.
Help me growth in experiencing and relying on Holy spirit. i know through this I can walk and even walk further...Father, is your spirit, i need and want to listen to. Father, help me throughh and open my eye, ear, heart to see, listen and obey...

Lord, Help me not to forget about your goodness and always renew my heart with thanks giving and love. Help me always acknowledge you in all my way...

Abba Father, I give thanks to you for yesterday prayer meet that you have stregthen my faith, hope, trust and love once again. Father, thanks for loving me and because of your love you enable me and teach me to love others (like you).

Lord, I pray and give thank in the mighty name of Jesus. Amen :)

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Tuesday- 8/11/05 evening

In the office,taking a break..supposingly knock off...
Still not yet want to go home...searching the internet, reading and sending email,..thinking how is today...

Come to the blog , just want to drop down my feeling once again.

Daily, weekly, monthly passing by.
Don't know why, i am getting more concern how my days passed by...
Just feel like time run so fast..just in a second come to another year, in a second age catching up, in a second, people and things around change unknowingly and tremendously...

Sometime i would like to pause myself to think, to see the pass, present and future....

Life is really unpredictable..as i always like to mention..
Life is like adventure...facing level and level of task to archieve satisfy, success, goal..
So far along this run...did i really miss out something in my life ...did i lost of my adventure excitement/ spirit ...or in the other hand, did i archieve unexpected blessing, satisfy, goal and success..??

Well there are so many unexpected in the life.. may it be good or bad...
Sometime will feel quite scaring...all these uncertainty like no end...
Well ..when look into it...life is like that...that's why call "life"...

Whatever, thank god for walking with me and be with me...else i really no dare to imagine how my life will be... and how i face this world ...

Step by step walk according his footprint... so secure.
ya..only him can give me secure and i can find secure in him.

Really pray that i will never walk out of his foot print...
Father, up hold unto you once again...thanks for loving me and be with me...

FruitFuL WeeK

Another week.....
Last week really a hectic but fruitful week..

Last whole week, is a busy week. Me and my 2 sisters (T&M) Shopping for wedding dinner dress. Shopping (on Sun-nite, Wed-night,thurs-noon, fri-nite), .. attend the Celebration of (carole) Hen's and (james) Bachelor's night(on Tues), .. paradise live worship concert (on Thurs-night)..then following with their wedding on sat(whole day) .....

Wow!!! wat a special week I have ...Thank god made my week so fruitful, colourful and memorable...well, I was so glad to see both of them ( my dearest sis and bro) finally stepping into another chapter of their life... I believe god will continue guide them and bless them...

At last, the shopping week is over... :P Now i was realised last min shopping for the dress really stress and not much enjoy...however, finally I found the dress for that day...

This week ... could be another fruitful week for me...
May god lead me thru.....