GOD'S GRACE & LOVE

Just finished lucnch... quite full (^0^)...
Sitting in front of the computer, "curi" time to blog..

Just want to drop down my "YESTERDAY" ~

~ PRAISE & WORSHIP ~TEACHING~

* God grace, God love, SONSHIP, Humble, patience, gentleness*

* HEART*

Yesterday, before "praise & worship", i thought i will be okie..calm..ready..
But when time is come nearer, i never thought the nervous come again...
Although have used to the crowd, but i never know that i will still face nervous..
until i have to go to toilet quiet down myself while waiting for the rest to come..

Thank God. It could be good to me for having this nervous.. Else I will suspect i have numb to this task..and also thank god that by through this nervous, i know i need god,need him so much, need his spirit to lead me and guide me through..

once again i thank god reminding me, i am singing songs to him and only him not to others or myself. There is nothing to be fear and nothing need to take hard. He required is our "HEART"..I pray that i can sing with spirit and truth...

Thank god for the whole process...may it be praying, P&W, sharing or teaching.. I was reminded once again of GOD GRACE & GOD LOVE.

During the teaching, the topic also reminded me the dangerous of unforgiveness & bitterness in my life. I really pray that god prompt me daily that none of the unforgiveness and bitterness will store/ build up in my heart. what I need is only god's love, his grace and mercy in my life.

Through the teaching, holy spirit also alert me to guide my heart and continue ask and allow god to lead my life. Humble , patience and gentleness must have only can experience fullness of his grace. Is really true... I realised now a day i am not humble, patience and gentleness before him and his people... May god continue soften and soften my heart. May god continue guide my heart and teach me, make me be more humality before him and his people..

Lord, Teach me and help me to be humble, patience and gentleness person to you and your people..


~ SHARING~ * FRIENDSHIP *

After Sub-D meeting , I have a great sharing with DM. Shared with him my struggles that I am facing, the worries and fear that I am holding, the thought / doubts in my mind ...

At least through some sharing, i have better understanding of my own situation and at least the struggle within me no longer stored up deeply in my heart...is such a released!! Thank god for him to be my listener and advisor.

Isn't need friendship is important? in my head knowledge i know friendship is important & is part of my life.. but won't effect so much... indeed i am wrong. Through many time of my struggles, problems, learning and growing, now i really see the important of friendship that we can share joys and tears together, available themselve to listen to your grumbling... always there for you , giving you support, encouragement, advisor regardless who you are.. I believe Is by god grace that I 'm gaining many "friendship" from people surround me...

Lord, i give thanks for the friendship i have from all my friends... and lord, may you help me and grant me soulmate that we can grow, learn, share the joy ,tear, feeling, experience together. lord, grant me soulmate.
Lord, I give thanks in advanced. For i know you never neglect my prayer.

Father,
I thank you. Ultimately i know i have one faithful soulmate, friend That no one can compare..that is you ...wherever I go...you will never forsake me but always available for me, listen to me, share my joy, wipe my tear, bear my burden and carry me through every seasons. Lord , Thank you for this ultimate present and grace that i gain.

Halleluyah!! Thank you lord for giving me yourself... teach me to treasure and precious you. Teach me to love you more ... In jesus name i pray. Amen. :)