Psalms139:23~24 ; Jeremiah 17: 7 ~ 8

Still in the office..now is about 7:10pm...
Wondering a lot of things....so many things in my mind ..

What had happen to me...??
I really don't know...perhaps i try to make myself not to think over..

Lord ... Is time to guide my heart once again..

Lord, search me o God, and know my heart,
Test me and know my anxious thoughts.
See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting. (Ps 139 : 23-24)

tonight, father i pray that give a a fruitful night that i
may spend more time with you, listen to you, enjoy in your presence and worship you.

Lord , i found reluctant within me...may it be prayer, worshinpping and reading.
Why i come to this condition...what cause it???

My self ? My thought? My Desire ? My Pride? or lack of faith..
Lord i really don't have strength at all...
Lord, may you breath in your air once again..
So i will be refreshed...

I need you father....Help me ...

I long for renew...like Jeremiah 17:7-8

But blessed is the man who trusts in the lord,
Whose confidence is in him.

He will be like a tree planted by the water that
sends out its roots by teh stream.

It does not fear when heat comes;
its leave are always green.
It has no worries in a year of drought and never
fails to bear fruit."

Lord , refresh me.... and forgive that is any not right within me.
Lord restore my hope and trust in you once again that i may gain
confidence in you once again. I may not fear but live my life by faith, full of

your grace. lord, help me through and strengthen me.
Whatever the burden, stronghold i lift it to u and surrender to you.
Lord, please take complete control and may your protection upon me.
grant me peace and joy in you. In Jesus name i pray . Amen. :)