Yesterday 1/4/06 , I have made a one big decision. I have tendered my letter of resignation to my managing director. This decision had taken me a very long period of time to consider ...and finally i made up my mind.
I have been staying at this company " located at Bradell" about 2 years and 10 months ( come to the end of April'06). These 2 year plus, i have learned a lots. i still strongly remember, this job was chosen by God. He openned the way for me and confirmed me this company by clearing my doubts and answering my prayer( that time).
During my stay in this company(2 years plus) , God had taught me and mould me in my attitude, character esp in my work place, i learned to take ownership and be patience towards people and tedious works , coping stress by surrending and focusing to God , managing my works n learning how to prioritise things , build up my confident and secure in God, how to stand firm for God, integrity, ...and experience the power of holy spirit and....( there are so many that i had learned from God, the above just parts of it..)..
Actually from the first to second years ,the word "resign" had prompted into my mind so many time and many time, the moment i want to tender or prepare to tender, there are something that hold me back and telling me to stay on. Also in many situation, I had challenged God many time. " Lord, If this is the place that you want me to continue stay on , Lord you got to do something. Lord, You got to change people( my boss), environment , situation or me ..". And i can say God is great and faithful. He knew when was his perfect timing. instead Many time, i shoud say everytime i threw challenge to God and God had revealed me his purpose for me to stay on.. and i learned a lot thru the situations and People. I should said my company is a training ground for me in complete his every chapter of assignment.
Lord, i thank you for providing me this training ground for me to grow, to experience you and to learn from you .
Lord i know is time to move forward...
Lord i pray that you grant me a greater faith, courage and confident in you.
Help me continue trust in you and surrender unto you..
In Jeremiah 29:11 " For I know the plans I have for you," declare the Lord,"plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plan to giveyou hope and future." Lord, I want to claim on this promise from you again in my life.
Lord, help me to believe in you beyond what i can see...
Lord if you can carry me through in the past, lord i know now and future you will carry me through forever..
Every seasons... Lord thank you for your faithfulness and never forsake me..
As i continue searching my career direction, lord i pray that you help me find a job that you want me to be. the job and place that can glory to you..
Thank you lord.
In jesus name I pray . Amen. :)
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