Lord, My dream is in you...

At last , i have left my job...i am jobless now...

Suddenly, so many questions have come into my mind...

" What is next?", "Look out for the job?", " Give myself a break?" or " Back to Malaysia?"If i want to look out for job, "what are the jobs i am looking/searching for?""Where should i go ahead?", "what is my direction?"

Doesn't mean i didn't think through when i tendered my resignation.

But this time round when i went through the above questions again, it's still carried the elements of uncertainly.

How i wish i can see my life outside the box, that is far and with clear and bigger picture.How i wish i can see my life through God's eye sight... find out my purpose again..Just like how God look at us from heaven, he know our future, he know his planning for us.

Lord sometime i found myself very foolish, always take the uncertainly/worries on my own hands and thinking i can solve it by my own..

Lord how foolish i am that i am not trusting you but trust on my own ability and understanding and also the world/ trend thinking...

Lord how foolish i am that put my expectation on people and myself ..But I have forgetten " HUMAN ( including myself) ALWAYS WILL FAILED HUMAN(ME) " but " GOD, YOU WILL NEVER FAILED ME"

How foolish I am ..that not put my everything on your hands...and just " SIMPLY TRUST YOU"

How foolish I am not choosing God( Rock) but human (Glass)..

Lord i repent of my trust in you is so surface and always forgotten about you.So many time i have forgotten about you. Forgetten about how you bless me, love me and treasure me.Father, lord , renew me once again...

All i want is to praise you again and again until the day we meet face to face...

Lord i want to continue rememberance the goodness of you and let my heart always sweet and joy..

Lord is you giving me this dream and desire.

Lord is you open the way for me to step out the first step in my dream.

Lord is you assure me with your blessing

Lord is you carry me through every single path of my life.

Lord is you always there to comfort me and encourage me.

Lord is you always there wipe away all my tears and bring me unspeakable joy

Lord is you always restore my new hope in you.

Lord is you always teach me how to walk, see, listen and experience the life.

Lord my dream is in you...and is only in you ..it will be completed...

Lord, help me and guide me to continue move on to the dream you have installed for me..

.Not let anything holding me, lord let you be the driver in my life...only your presence i long for... I will look upon you..father.. :)