Move forward!!!

Tonight district meeting was a wonderful night that I can meet each others ( my dearest bro and sis) in the presence of God.... Also Thank God for tonight ministering.....

I know it was a time to move forward...

Have about half a year I was running away from HIS (GOD) direction & guidance..

I was in fear. Fear of the changes. Facing so many changes last year, this year I was fear to face any changes or uncertainly in life again. So I always gave myself many thousand of excuses..to avoid from knowing the truth ( no eye see, no ear hear )... and hopefully things in life won't change dramactically ..

I know My heart unwilling to face the reality...

Silly me...!!!

Spend this half a year dwelling in this situation.

Don't I know God is MY Provider in all kind of circumstance?! and He is my BEST FRIEND FOREVER??!! Isn't he the one who carrying me through so many darkness path in my life...Isn't he the one who blessed me daily ...

" HOW CAN I NOT TRUST MY DADDY, ABBA FATHER... ", LORD OF THE LORD AND KING OF THE KING...MY CREATOR AND MY SAVIOUR.."

Really thank God for tonight, using pastor Law's prayer and worship to encourage me....

Some key words that striked me a lot were : " have Faith"," be Strong and Courageous..", "Put your hope in God " & " Trust God"

Lord, thanks for your encouragement. Lord, I know whatever in life, nothing that I can stop the changes and make eveything in my control. And i know i can't avoid the changes in life. The changes you put into my life is to help me and bless me to change to be more christ like. Lord, i ask that you continue strengthen my faith and trust in you and help me to be strong and courageous.

Anything things in life or future, though I may not see, may not know and is not in my control..but father lord help me rememBer JUST ONE THING . That is YOUR LOVE TO ME WILL NEVER CHANGE. !!! and with your unchangeable love, i will have courage to face the changes , uncertainly and future . Lord i want to put my hope and trust in you & give thanks for the resources your have entrusted & blessed me...

Lord, with the power of your love & grace, lord I response and rededicate my desire and love to you again. LORD, I pray that you cleance me and restore me again that there will be no bitterness storingwithin me(my heart) anymore..& I will continue surrender my everything to you..

Lord , thank for your faithfulness, love, hope and grace....in my life...