Sunday, July 30, 2006

My sunday



This time around, think will take only 15 mins to blog before shut down my pc...and sleep..ZZZ

.... (~_~)....

Another day gone! Today, from morning till now (night)... what have i done?hm..
"shepherding, sun svc, timothy class, family gathering, dinner ...home.."
Think physically i have really drained up and i know at this moment, i got to stop thinking all unneccessary thoughts but started to count GOD blessing. . :)


Blessing points :-

1.)
Thank God for today..especially sermon, lord you used pastor ben to remind me that many things in life, i need to have preparation. may it be heart preparation, things preparation, future preparation and spiritual preparation... even preperation for tomorrow..

2.)
Also learning about costs of leadership... hm..is not easy ..but reminded me about this verse. " If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. for whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it." matthew 16:24-25

3.)
Thank God for reminding me how much i need his words as the backbone (conviction) in my life.

4.)
Thank GOD for bless me with family gathering (sometime, hard to find time meet up).. that we( me and thomas) have great gathering with my bros.

5.)
Thank GOD i have GOD in my life. Else i really not dare to imagine. (Deut 7:9 know therefore that the Lord your GOD is GOD; He is the faithful GOD, keeping his covenant of love to a thousand generations of those who Love him and keep his commands.)


My Today Prayer :

Lord, i thank you for today and I really want commit today unto your hand again... may you refresh my body, my heart and my thoughts. In time of tired , lord help me to rest in you, trust in you and have joy in you. restore me that i have a quality and quantity sleep and rest that another day i may find refresh and renew with new strength and hope you have for me. LORD , daily i need you so much that may your protection,deliverance and favor upon me. Father, i need your mercy and grace to carry me through every step in my life. I need you father. And i commit tomorrow and future unto your hand.

Father also bless those all my loved one that they may find strength and hope in you every single moment. May your protection,deliverance and favor upon them. Lord you know them well and what they face what they need in their life daily and individually and i pray that your grace and mercy and peace be with them.
May your presence be with them always.

In jesus name I pray. Amen.

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Firework.short but beautiful


Today..is a long day, but i felt it quite short..( quite contradictive, right?)
Time flies ..without waiting ...

Thank God for today. Though starting have some happening.. mood very bad , however thank god for changing my heart condition and emotion...i end the day with joy. Instead today is a wonderful day i have. I have fellowship with two groups of lovely friends in different timing after MPC. Also today, a blessed day, I able to see firework after dinner at Kallang, what a wonderful and beautiful moment....( though is short..:) ) but really beautiful...

FireWork...short but beautiful..
how about life...?? isn't the same? Short.

But is it beautiful ? ..is depend on individual decision again..:) (is a choice)
Choose to be joyful? and make life colourful even every moment smell the fragrance of God grace and Love or worries ? and make life lost its taste and dull..fill with neg. thoughts and fear..


Once again reminded me to treasure every "TODAY Lord's blessings"...smell and taste his goodness.. :D

Lord, thank you for today. Help me to live with simple and contented heart , with the fullest of your presence and love. In jesus name i pray . amen


Memorize verse :

Deut 7:9 know therefore that the Lord your GOD is GOD; He is the faithful GOD, keeping his covenant of love to a thousand generations of those who Love him and keep his commands.



How to stay young?

TODAY'S INSPIRATION












HOW TO STAY YOUNG

1. Throw out nonessential numbers.
This includes age, weight, and height.
Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay them
.

2. Keep only cheerful friends.
The grouches pull you down.
(Keep this in mind if you are one of those grouches!)

3. Keep learning:
Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever.
Never let the brain get idle.
"An idle mind is the devil's workshop."
And the devil's name is Alzheimer's
!

4. Enjoy the simple things

5. Laugh often, long and loud.

Laugh until you gasp for breath.
And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with him or her!

6. The tears happen:
Endure, grieve, and move on.
The only person who is with us our entire life, is GOD & yourself.
LIVE while you are alive.


7. Surround yourself with what you love:
Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever.
Your home is your refuge!


8. Cherish your health:
If it is good, preserve it.
If it is unstable, improve it.
If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.


9. Don't take guilt trips
Take a trip to the mall, even to a foreign country, but NOT to where the guilt is

10. Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity!



Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Cg Discussion..WOG


Today cg discussion at Funan food court...

Do you agree? Why?
- "Bibble will keep you away from Sins and Sins will keep you away from bible"

Some words strike me :
" Faith depend on easy access to the word..."
" The way to conquer world and have victory is how much we personlized the Word of God in our life"
" There can be no effort without desire"

QUESTION :
1.) Your desire (the way to live by GOD words) for God. what is your range (from 1-10) ?
2.) How many verses do you conquer today? Did we memorize it?
3.) How do we increase our apettite in reading WOG(word of GOD)?
4.) What are the obstacles you are facing while increasing our apettite in reading WOG?


Is a great discusion that continue strengthen my desire and faith to prioritize words of GOD in my life.

I see the urgency and need of living Words of GOD in my life ..esp after the sis shared her testimoy during sun service. Her testimony help me realised this is the answer i am looking for. For I 'm used to be insecure, many worries and not a joyful person. I am tired of these emotional struggling. And i ask God, is there any way out? and through testimony and sermon from Pastor Dinah , God is telling me, there is a way. The ONLY way through him, by reading his word. Word of GOD is the only sources i can use to conquer all these emotional struggles. Only WORD of GOD can set me free from all the deceitful things and worldy thoughts. All the while, i didn't lack but only i didn't treasure and used the source, the tool on my hands to conquer it. Am i desired enough and allow WOG to break me free? Did i yearn for breakthru in my life? did i put effort in it and allow God to strenthen me?

GOD help me... and May your word be the lamp on my feet all day longs. In jesus name i pray . Amen.



Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Good nitez!!ZZZ

QUITE LATE>>NEED TO SLEEP>>>ZZZ ....

Just luxury spending "little" time blogging some interesting article and website...

Next time will keep more nice article in my blog...andshare with my friends.... :D

(Before sleep...ZZZ)

Dear Father, I pray that Lord, this week help me learn to focus on every "today" you have blessed and given me.. teached me to slow down and enjoying every moment everything you have put into my life, my journey....and not let tomorrow worries to fill up my everyday blessing.

In Jesus name i pray ...Amen.


Personality * TEST *

Is that true...??? ...:)

Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate

You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great.
One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog...
And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes.
Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with.




Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.
You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.
Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.
The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

Balance Sheet of Life

This is interesting.....

Your Financial Balance Sheet MUST balance,

what about your Balance Sheet of Life?

When God calls for the "Final Accounts" - how would our Closing Balance looks, what is our "Net Worth" (ie Assets minus Liabilities)? Positive or negative?

Balance Sheet of Life

Our Birth is our Opening Balance !
Our Death is our Closing Balance!
Our Prejudiced Views are our Liabilities
Our Creative Ideas are our Assets
Heart is our Current Asset
Soul is our Fixed Asset
Brain if our Fixed Asset
Thinking is our Current Account
Achievements are our Capital
Character & Morals, our Stock-in-Trade
Friends are our General Reserves
Values & Behaviour are our Goodwill
Patience is our Interest Earned
Love is our Dividend
Children are our Bonus Issues
Education is Brands / Patents
Knowledge is our Investment
Experience is our Premium Account
The Aim is to Tally the Balance Sheet Accurately.
The Goal is to get the Best Presented Accounts Award.

**************************************************
Some very Good and Very bad things

The most destructive habit......................Worry
The greatest Joy...............................Giving
The greatest loss................Loss of self-respect
The most satisfying work...............Helping others
The ugliest personality trait.............Selfishness
The most endangered species.........Dedicated leaders
Our greatest natural resource...............Our youth
The greatest "shot in the arm"..........Encouragement
The greatest problem to overcome.................Fear
The most effective sleeping pill........Peace of mind
The most crippling failure disease............Excuses
The most powerful force in life..................Love
The most dangerous pariah..................A gossiper
The world's most incredible computer........The brain
The worst thing to be without................... Hope
The deadliest weapon.......................The tongue
The two most power-filled words..............."I Can"
The greatest asset..............................Faith
The most worthless emotion..................Self-pity
The most beautiful attire......................SMILE!
The most prized possession................Integrity
The most powerful channel of communication.....Prayer
The most contagious spirit.................Enthusiasm
The most important thing in life..................GOD



Monday, July 24, 2006

GENESIS CHPT 4


Today when I was doing quiet time on Genesis chpt 4(about Cain and Abel) & 5 ( from Adam to noah)

I thank GOD for using CAIN AND ABEL teached me. :-

Question prompted me..

Am i like Cain or am i like Abel? ( is like mirror reflecting me )
Did i really give the best to the lord, My GOD?
what are the best i can give? Did i reserve it from giving to God? fear to give it to God?


* Cain also gave what he soiled to the lord.. but he gave for the sake of giving..( he's not pleasing God) but Abel give with "intention"( have heart for God) , he give the best to the lord...(justlike give all your best to your love one..also like God, he give all the best for us for he love us v v much)...(he pleased God)


God see the heart. no one can hide from him. everything i have is from God..if the things are from God why i should fear to give???...

Isn't he know what i need?

GIVE ( give the best ) = TRUST ( how far i trust who god is) = LOVE ( knowing how much he love me)

lord want me give not totally on the tangible things ( tangible things is for me to use as outward express of my obedient and declaration)..what God more concern is my heart... Am i trust him and give all i have with wholehearted and willingly?

My talents, my services, my trust, my thought, my future, my family, my relationship, my worries, my career, my friends, my life and all the resources on my hands ...good or bad, feeling and thinking, stronghold and joy..everything, everyday unto him to please him?...

i want to please God and make him smile.i don't want upset him. i want have heart for him and use my daily life as an act to worship him. i will learn to acknowledge his presence, learn to depend on him in everything i do, and be joyful in this journey.may people see jesus through my life....that is my life for God..( for i know myGod will only prosper me not harm me)

Lord help me...and guide me..thank jesus.


My memorize verse :

Ps 5:3 in the morning, or lord, you hear my voice; in the morning i lay my requests before you and wait in expectation."

Thursday, July 20, 2006

How great is my God

Thanks, father....my dearest father in heaven...
Thanks for your unmeasureable ,unconditional and untiring love ... love that is forever unchangable...

HOW GREAT IS MY GOD!!! HALLELUYAH!
( " how great is our god" this song still keep on prompting in my heart..:D)

FATHER , thanks for reminding me...

" If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. for whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it." matthew 16:24-25

Ya, so many things in my life is beyond my control, the more i hold it tightly , when i lose it , i will even get the greatest pains.. i rather uphold all things to the ONE that is in control, the ONE that never shake, HE is my dearest ABBA FATHER. He know what is the best of the best for me that prosper me, that strenghten me ..

Quite true..i still have long long journey in christ.. I must enjoy this journey!! Enojy with my closest, dearest friend, my lover, Jesus presence. He is the rock. if i m in him i know no matter how strong is the storm and wind, he is with me and he love and care for me so much until giving his life for me to have eternal hope and peace in him.

Is so wonderful to follow him and stay in his secure and love... for he is the overcomer of the world..whoelse can against him... my God is the great God. He is soverign, his is powerful, he also merciful and compassionate God.. Tank you Jesus. lord, help to love you more and to have more of you in my life... :)