Christmas service

I have attended two services - noon service because of ushers duty and night service is really sit down to relax and enjoy the service ..

It was a great service!!! Amazing drama, powerful sermon, most touches song presentation( Amazing Grace), high praise and worship... really Thank God for this day.

The drama really amazed me... (showing HOW God created the heavens and earth-[God created day and night (n thr was evening and moning)- the first day, .....)]

** This drama really reminded me who God is ? He is the lord of lord, king of king, my creator. He created every living creature. All belong to him and everything he saw is good. ** i am his creation. He created me. **

Actually everything in life is very simple and nature. why are we always like to look at people or thing in very complicated way.

* About sermon, i really touch and inspire. Thank God for his message. He 's telling me how much he treasure me. How precious i m in his eyes. no one can give but only him. He UNDERSTAND me though sometime i don't even understand myself. before the word i say or the way i express, he already know... suddenly just felt like telling myself " hey gaik yee, what you've gone thru, what you're facing, how you feel, ...what your thoughts...everything he know...instead infront of him i don't even need to create another me...but just to be me ..many weakness ( imperfect human ) yet he care, he love..with uncoditional, untiring...

Full with god love and grace...finally i know i have received the attention that i need/ i want...the Ultimate attention from my creator, my king, my friend, my saviour, my beloved shepherd...( 24hours attention always there for me) ... silly me still many time trying to get many attention from others by using my own understanding * now i realised, with this ultimate attention i have, is enough..more then enough..i no need to seek but my faithful god always paying his attn to me ) * so wonderful *

Pastor Jeff share about how GOD padding us just like daddy padding his son at the bed at night. His hand is warm, secure and big enough to watch over us and protect us. The moment i think of this, my heart just felt warm and secure. Whereveri go, Whenever i got into bed, i know my God is padding me and telling me how much his love me. The moment think of his, how thankful i am to have Jesus ...i just want to respond with smile from the heart..
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Throughout the whole sermon, i know God want me walk closer with him, is about relationship. not religion. is about one to one. not one to other. is my relationship with him. yes. he know and i know the distance of this relationship. Lord, thank for always never forsake me even though sometime i run on my own way...

Yes. lord is the day i want to respond. Give me a simple and humble heart to continue trusting you and seeking you. i need a humble heart to acknowledge you and ask you to come in and lead me.. be my ultimate shepherd in my life...

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Song presentation <>

Is the sweetest song i ever heard... song from the heart. This song flow in me .. i never have this experience...song that flow deep in my heart... i know is song that God sing to me...my heart melt.

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Lord, thanks for your love. Lord, Help me to remember your love and love you and embrace me in your love all the time... love you Lord. My forever friend, saviour and shepherd. :)


Ps56 :8 Record my lament; list my tears on your scroll - are they not in your record?

22/12/06 - DONG ZHI

Today is a reunion dinner *for chinese - called Dong zhi" and i went to my darling house for dinner. wow~ her mum cooked many delicious foods and frankly speaking...i ate a lot... hehe..

Of course, after dinner there is one desert that we couldn't miss...that is " tang yuan"...

Thinking..how long i didn't eat "tang yuan" esp in this special day...may be one year.. before that i stayed with my aunty and she will cook it for me.

whenever i think of this, i really thank God for putting her in my life. She take care of me well and her concern and care really touch me and assure me i am not alone... i got some one i can always run to and share my story to...and we are just click ...then share many things and thought in life...

Quite a long time didn't see her since i have shifted to AMK...Really missed her a lot.. thinking will take this season cum holiday to pay her a visit and tell her " How much i miss her" ... :)

GOD will maKe A WAY

Listening to Don Meon CD " God will make a way" ... I like his songs in this CD very much.. is not only soothing..but is a songs that represent my heart cry , my expression to lord.... through these songs i found peace, strength ,hope; through these songs i found my heart just easily get connected with God..is a songs that bring me back to him... ( all the time).

Thank you lord for using your songs to refresh and restore me. ^-^. again and again...


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XMAS is around the corner. Invitation have been thrown to some of my friends...really pray that this year will be a year that all my love one found eternal peace. ^-^

If JESUS is SANTA CLAUS, what will i ask from him?....salvation and ...more other sub sub wishes.... ^-^ realised human never contended?!! Agree?!!

haha...instead of laid down all my wishes, i pray that God give me more faith and trust in him to see his purpose coming to past; pray that daily i will remember his grace and love to me... .However i know before i ask for anything, he had already laid down all things before me to bless(prosper) me ...he know me well then myself. He hold my future and life.

Jeremiah 29:11" For i know the plans i have for you," declare the lord, " plan to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future"

Jeremiah 29:12 then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and i will listen to you.

Jeremiah 29:13 you will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

These are the verses that i can always claim on...

I pray that whoever lost in life will found him. Whoever in him, will continue enjoy the journey and discover his purpose. God is God that always provide the way when we see no way. God is God of mercy that we can found new strength , mercies n hope every day....

Thank GOD that always there for me and have been So faithful to me. Thank you lord..Jesus i love you.