My decision

Finally, i have accepted the challenging post. It had already one month. Although the job is challenging and is high stress ( need a lot of concentration, need a wisdom to priorities the urgent doc, need the strong memory to remember and speed follow up different kinds of procedure, need a strength to read and complete the doc in shortest time...) but i found fullfilment in it. At least my effort gain knowledge and experience. At least my effort train my inner character/attitude even more patient and helping me be a good organizer. :)

I learned something thru "DESICION"
The moment i make decision, i know myself more and every decision help me to see clearer what i want in life... :D

Well ..in life sometime we might made wrong decision as well but i never regret of my decision. It might not as what i expected but at least i take courage to decide and i always believe the process is more important than result. It build my courage and confident. Without all these process i will never gain the knowledge, experience, maturity and able to come to know myself more.

Thank God for always giving me chances to make many decisions in life...and in every decisions i made i know you always there to lead me... :)

Decision make me grow...make us grow... hee hee.. Agree?!

Another decision making???

Another decision need to make again...

Today my head department come and look for me...
There is another challenging post for me due to one of my colleague resign...
She seek my decision if i want to transfer over...

* Though is same department...but the job scope there is throughly different.
Stress level from 5% might heat up to 80 or 90%.. ; however is one of the position that i can learn more things..and challenge myself..* however another side of me... Planning to study... am i willing to stretch again .. especially now in a very stable stage..?

Finally i requested my head department..give me time to think ...*deep in my hear : i need to talk to God before any decision had made * ..well there's only one day for me to consider...

However, this time althought they only give me one day to consider...but i won't feel worry ...i don't even have impulse to make any decision or run away from making decision...

i know is my inner man ponder me : be "quiet" and trust in the lord... he will provide me the answer..

"Quiet" despite all situation and emotion...and look upon him ( my provider)...