05.08.2007

Time flies...
Coming end of this week...just want to lay down my thoughts again..

When I reflect, realizing I have gone thru a "challenging" week...
Think none other word can best describe my week except this word ...CHALLENGING!!! ( i like to use this word, for it sound positive)

Beside with my hectic work... this week i have been thought and reflect a lot...( haha, my shepherd always said Don't over think/ think too much. else it will become worries. true la..Anyway don't worry, I will exercise my self control in my thought life)...

Ha ...when I look back my last month, amazing ya..some "little struggles" i have in me..now no longer holding me from moving forward..Thank GOD for his amazing grace and new mercy..Though i know this little struggle some time still appear , i know i can't avoid.. but with his perfect love... it no longer hunting my thoughts and heart...

This journey is not easy at all to me...require a lot of trust, courage, faith, hope..for a lot of thing is beyond what i understand and what i can accept. Sometime i question GOD, Why? Sometime i am wondering ..should i ... ?or How? Sometime I fall..Sometime i stand up again ..Sometime i found , Sometime i lose..some time ..have tear and pain, sometime have joy and comfort..

Many stages of life... this path full with many sour,sweet, bitter and spicy taste.

Lord, ...


My shepherd today taught me something...

Tell your every single feeling to GOD, tell him your every situation, tell him what you struggle, tell him how angry you are, tell him how hurt you are, tell him everything....everything.. but DONT EXPECT OR ASK FOR SOLUTION...

hm...we are living in fast space environment..everyone is look for instant & immediate answer ...Yes, we are trusting GOD yet we also look forward the answer or solution from the lord. Pray for his deliverance. Waiting and Expect the ans from him.. today? tmr? which year? when?

But don't our GOD know everything about us?..while we still in our mother womb, he already had plan for us.Plan to prosper us & not to harm us. Plan to fullfill his purpose and satisfy our soul...therefore don't he know his son or daughter need? ..for sure he will deliverance.

But what we need is to TELL and not ASK..tell him our everything is telling him we need him.tell him bring us closer to him and knowing he is GOD and knowing him in deeper way so that we wont deceieve by this world! for He himself is the solution! ^_^ ( ha..conclusion is build up a bigger trust in GOD and also changing our motive and focus)

Ok..Time to talk to GOD...hope u have great time chit chat with GOD as well...

GOOD NIGHT!