Sick and Stressful month ~over~

This year March'09, is the month tat I see many time of doctor...
More than 3 0r 4 time if I m not wrong...
I'm really sick of getting sick again and again....
A lot plan and activity got to hold on...
Mind getting very negative...emotion very down....
further more have to take medicine...

Abba father, i don't want to get sick anymore...please heal me...
I know My unwell will affect my husband...making him even more worry...
Father Lord, please restore me and give me a strong body and mind..
may you restore my health....please

Beside it was a sick month, is also the month that i faced a lot of stress...
~A stressful month ~

However, Lord I want to give thank to you for releasing my stress...
when my stress up to very high high peak...God, you quiet down my heart...
I know is you...you are the one that give me strength and keep my heart cool...
You remind me of you in many way so that i can hold on to u again and again...
So scare to see my way to response to stress with my own strength. People around me so scared of me..and whole atmosphere change become very tension. However, Lord Your presence still me again and again.That i enable to complete the task with calm and cool... and loose my tension again.

Lord I start to reliase "How powerless we are that we din even know we are in the powerless."

Lord, Thank for seeking me, thank for listening to my prayer, thank for your mercy and grace...
Thank for giving me a chance repent to you....and learn to depend on u again again. In you I know I am safe. in you I know I will be secure. In you I know there is a strength.

Today I am on mc again. Resting at home...thinking of work..Thank God for reminding to take this time having quiet moment with him. Think deeply in my soul is yearning for it...

Before going for the HK trip... I need to spend even more time withGOD...take a good break with him .. and listen to his voice

Lord, I give thank and commit every thing unto u...May your presence be with me and continue guide me thru every step in my life. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.