God, you are my direction!

Today is 人日。 Is meant everybody birthday.

Think is Chinese New Year culture .. 7th day from the day start Chinese New Year is called 人日。

A special day we used to greeting each other thru sms, whatsapp, email or call .. some even celebrate or gathering ...

This day , I just want to give myself a short break from taking care bb, from household chores .. N have quiet moment with my God.

Later noon time will meet lg friends fellowship ..


Let my mind n my heart refocus back to my God..

I have missed many many time in keeping quiet in God ....

I know I have been walking far away from God this period of time ...

The moment I far away from God, my direction become unclear, I lost the peace in my heart , I lost the passion in me n the joy, faith n love is seem far far away...
I like go back to my old self...
What a scarily n insecure feeling!!!

Lord,

I don't like this feeling. I don't want to live the purposeless life...I don't want to drag my body doing thing without direction , passion n purpose ... Is really like chasing after the wind...

I born not for that .. For u said in bible

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord , “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you,” declares the Lord , “and will bring you back from captivity. I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you,” declares the Lord , “and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile.” (Jeremiah 29:11-14 NIV)

Lord I surrender my life to u again And ask
For u be my leader again to lead me in every part of my life ...

Life without ur presence is life that I can't imagine...