My recent thoughts & feeling

Time really flies...Elise, my princess, my baby now already 16 months 2 weeks. ( 1 year -4 months- 2 weeks)

Here is the recent photo that we took at Jurong Bird Park.

Elise has grown up so much...Imagine that time she still a baby girl, crying for carry and milk, ..now she can walk and run, she can self feed herself the solid food ...wow...Also reminded me my age is catching up as well...

Raising Elise is my greater pleasure ^_^... I am so blessed seeing her growth, her new development milestone, her every action and reaction every new days...

Thank God for blessing me by putting Elise into my life....Thank God for blessing me this new experience, adventure in motherhood and parenthood journey...and make my life colourful...^^

Now as a mother , I can deeper identity my Abba Father love to me. ( Although i know his love is far more than a word, far more than i know, far more than i can fathom)...but now i can stand in different angle and perspective to see, to feel , to understand "why he do what he do"..and what is parent heartbeat for children.

The Love that dedicated ...( The unconditional, agape, sacrificial love )

I am truly enjoying to prepare her the every new nutrition food of the day, I am truly glad to hear what the teachers comment about Elise ( That mean the teachers is paying attention and care to her) that always encouraging and help me to have positive view...I am truly blessed to hear her calling me 'mimi'..i am so heartwarming when she is looking for me for comfort, hug and love..I am truly enlighten when i hear her new learning words every new day...

Now she is learning to imitate me..word, facial expression..so cute, so sweet...haha..

Recently, she like this song 'If you happy and you know it.."very much and always come with a dance.

Oh...My baby, my girl..mummy is so proud of you...Do you know...??!!! ^_^

I am also wondering, what can i do that i can proper guide, educate, lead, shepherd , impart in Elise life...( God i truly need wisdom and guidance from you)

Also With this

It remind me about my God, my Abba father, My Shepherd...Does God proud of me of what i am doing ? Everything in my life?...what else in the mistake that i made..? what is the fatherheart to me?

My God, My Abba father, i need comfort, love, peace, joy, encouragement and enlightment and wisdom from you..please help me...