My Christmas Eve Celebration - Home

After celebration at office & Mcdonald, I have to rush home.
Some of my Cg members have already there to do some of the preparation.

See!! They are so hard work. Indeed, this was also my first xmas celebration at my home. It was really memorable and unforgetable day.

(Adeline and Mee Yian [Mikka's colleagues]) - They have cooked a nice and delicous foods. They have spent many hours to cook and do the neccessary preparation. Thank god for them and their offer make this christmas so special and meaningful.

See the above. Gloria and mikka( My Cg members). They came to my house and help me do the cleaning and neccessary preparation for that night party. Really thank them for their heart. It was not an easy tasks. Well, never heard complain from them. without them, i know my christmas won't be so special and smooth.

The above are the foods of that night..Delicious... yummy~ yummy~

That night, there were a lot of visitors and friends came to my house for christmas eve celebration. Though I don't know them well..but is such a wonderful time we can celebrate together. Was my first time experience to be the host of the house and it was not easy. There was so much things need to prepare.

Frankly speaking, that night i don't think i can cope with it. Well, just do what ever i can. there was too many visitors and i have to go around chit chat with them and mingle around with them. I started to suspect who I am?! It was really not me...so social...so initiave... Well, indeed it was a good try...

Last , After count down, we use our finger to form a star. Beautiful?hehe :)

It was such a memorable day for me. That i shall never forget.

Thank god for everything.

My Christmas Eve Celebration

This was our (my colleagues and i ) first time celebration among colleagues during Christmas eve. Though was considered small celebration, but really warm heart feeling. Never thought that our relationship can grow so deep and close.

Early morning, before boss came in, we quickly took camera shoot. Haha..

Every photo shoot also make us heart attack. For we afraid our boss anytime came in and saw us in post for photo...Haha..so many funny joke and laughter....

(from Left to right - Jen, auntie lim and me).

Jen is my colleague and is my work patner. We share a lot of issues and cover each other work many time. I really thank god for her. without her great support, I think i have burned out early on. Besides her patient, humble, understanding , faithful, responsible and support has always reminded me and taught me of something great. I really thank god for her. Ya, she is my good listener as well. she shares all my joy and sad most of the time.

I learned a lot from her. Surely i believe that this is one of the purpose god put me in this company and let her be my colleague and friend :) use her as a mirror to reflect my attitude and motive. Pray that one day she may come to know Christ as her saviour. Lord continue help me, use me, guide me and open your way for me to outreach to her. committed her unto your hand. In the name of jesus. Amen.

Auntie Lim is our office cleaner.She is nice and simple women.

(From Left to right (Jen, Eve and me)

Eve - I just knew her almost 2 months. At first, our friendship is very awkward. Don't know why. Could be I have builded up the wall to defense myself. However, her openess and initiative really soften my heart. One thing that i need and should thank god, by god grace, the wall within me have been broken off and we can start this new friendship again.

Lord , you know my struggle that time....coz i remeber how i show my black and unfriendly face to her and make her felt difficult. Forgive me father. hope that she will forgive me as well. :)

( from left to right Jen, Sun yue and me)

Sun yue - She is my office neighbour and now she is my friend. We have known each other more than 2 years. These 2 years we have shared a lot of our struggles and encourage each other in each other work area and life. Ya. She is Korean. Her straightforward and trueself character always make me comfortable. not " Act " and wearing" Mask" . She always express how she felt and thought. This layer have broke off many gap and wall in between. This is how our friendship grow as well.

Actually there is another guy called Vince. He is not in the above photo. However, i thank god for him as well. His simple and trueself make us feel comfortable and broke off the defensive within our heart. He always bring along of laughter to us. We sometime will call him "Honey dew". Haha..is Sun yue'e honey dew...Well Hope that one day he came to know christ as well. and pray that one day he will get rid of the dangerous game " race" . For based on what his mention, it had make all my hand hair stand...

I thank god and by god grace i gain all the above friendship. Is such a precious and treasure to me. I pray that they all may come to know you one day. Father, how i wish we all can stand before you and lift up our hand to praise and worship you and exalt your name high. Father, i pray that they may come to know you one day at your perfect timing and accept you as their lord and saviour. I commit these friendship unto you and in the name of jesus i pray. Amen.

Ya Saw the above photo - the "M&M" and "Ferrero Rocher" holding in our hand? Was the gift given by Jen and Eve.

We were too excited and can't wait to have gift exchange in the afternoon time (after work). Finally We have our gift exchange at Mc Donald. See below photo. :)

(We have our celebration at Mc Donald)

Finally the above ( back massage) is the gift i got. ( from Sun yue) Hahaha...lord , you so great, you know i need it and it really useful to me... Father, thank you. :)

Love You, Father.

Love you, My friends.

Survivor - Camp Fire on 31/12/05

Directions for those who are going there by themselves:

Driving:
From Tuas, you will pass by NTU (left handside) along PIE towards Changi.
Exit PIE (Pan Island Expressway) at NTU exit. Drive straight along Jalan Bahar road, you will pass by SCDF Civil Defence Academy (on your left) and a cemetery (on your right). Continue to drive straight along Lim Chu Kang Road. Turn left into Jalan Bahtera road and make a right turn when you arrive at the next junction. You will see the MOE Adventure campsite on your left. Camp Christine is located further down the road on your left.

By Bus/Train:
Nearest MRT Station: NS 4 Choa Chu Kang StationBus No. 175 (at bus stop opposite the station; Choa Chu Kang Ave 4)You may alight at the bus stop opposite the junction of Lim Chu Kang Lane 4 and Lim Chu Kang Road.

Bless us- Father

Tonight have a special Christmas service night and have duty.

Goodness!! All my present haven't bought yet & have wrapped yet and my card haven't written yet. Alamak~ too rush for me...

Hope later take a short 30min to shop for the gifts.
Tomorrow, office here still have gift exchange and i Haven't bought the gift yet. Hope that can grap something before go for duty.

I really pray that i won't be like Martha, busy women until start blaming and complaining. I also don't want to be distracted by business. Quite scary. i found my self slowly fall into this way... Lord really help me..

Lord, heal my sheep(M). may your protection upon her. help her in whatever situation, she will continue dweel in your presence and love.

Lord, bless my another sheep(L). Although she is not with us in singapore but lord i pray for your protection and guidance in her life. grant her a fruitful xmas and lord she will continue remember of your love and goodness.

Lord , bless my CL as well. Grant him his need and delivery him from temptation. Every step, may you guide him through. Lord I pray that his trust and faith will continue be strengthen and sharpen by you. Until no more himself. but only you. God may you continue bless him and protection upon him.

Lord bless my whole cg members, sub- D, unit,my colleagues , my friends, family, relative...all my loved one and myself. Lord we need your blessing. we need your grace and mercy to cover us.

lord may you bring all prebeliever back to you. Grant them a desire heart to know you.

Lord thank you.

may you continue soften and open my heart toward you and only you.

I fully uphold everyone, and everything unto your hand. in jesus name i Pray. Amen. :)

shopping 1 - Xmas season

..Jingle bell~Jingle bell~ jingle all the way..

..Silent night ~ holy night...

Christmas songs can be heard anywhere now...
and this season is just around the corner.

Everyone is busy to shop for presents, buying new clothes, attending party and having celebration. I like christmas very much. Christmas is a special day and always give people kind of peace and holy feeling..

Tonight have to shop for present again. Yesterday, I just bought few cups as door gifts for christmas eve party. Gifts are too heavy for me and I don't think I can carry all. So have to break it into 2 parts to shop.

Yesterday, while i shopped at value $1 shop, I was really excited.

Christmas card only at S$1.05 for 5... and all cards were very special and sweet. The rest of the items all have decreased the price....how can i stop to shop!! ... So many cheap and beautiful things surrounded..

Today, also is my last day "ceong" to shop for presents. Else no more time to shop and wrap...I haven't written the card and wrap the present yet...tonight will be a busy night.

Roller Blading on 17/12/05

Changes

Time flies...
Week after week ...
Now only 2 weeks left then come to the end of this year 2005..

After reading some of my bro and sis blogs, it somehow make me felt burden and heavy. Now everyone like started to count down ... and do some evaluation of yr 2005 and resolution of yr 2006..

haha... May's words still hanging in my mind...She said," gy, i have to start to do the planning liao.." I plan to buy..., plan to change.., plan to visit some place...

This gal instead have grown up..started to plan her own life, started to find her own goal and direction in her life...Glad to see her always learn to look at the positive side now.

People will change, environment will change, things will change.
Everything is like changing so fast and in a second everythings is like no longer in its old style, way ...

While I think through,it is quite scaring...can't everything remain the same?... can time run a bit slow? well, i know it is impossible. May be the changes is constant, therefore people will even more treasure and cherish of what they have and enjoy it..

This year 2005, i knew i have gone through many things and many is not in my expectation.
when i start to review my life... i really don't know how to come to this stage...

To review and evaluate my live of this year and next year planning ...

I think i need to find a quiet place and spent more time with my darling ( jesus) to think through and review... :) ...

Finally - Special Case

Before i forgot, i better drop it down...

I really don't want to forget this blessing and i pray that god will deepen my love in him..and always remember him and his goodness...

Before the surgery, that few days i was struggling and started to put more concern and awareness to my health condition. .To make sure my body was in good condition to do operation..

I don't want to delay the operation...I wished everything will go on smoothly.
Thank god for giving me so many bros and sis to take care of me, pray for me, remind me and teach me.

Lord, you know that i can't face it alone, right?! You know me so well...

Lord, you know that my emotion will shake my faith once again..therefore you used shepherd/leader/meeting/sermon/songs to teach and remind me continue trust in you and depend on you...

Lord, thanks for your encouragement...

Lord, i thank you for your presence and protection. I m sorry for my lost focus in you and forget give thanks to you..

Finally the operation is over.

It was really a smooth operation. i believe it was your healing hand and protection upon me.
The moment i woke up. It was not as how I thought or felt( bad experience) . No flame on my throat. No difficult breathing..

Thank god and praise the lord..

So touched by my sis and bro+ leader who took leave and time off to take care of me. I knew time is precious. But they 're willing to sacrify their time though it could be small to them but to me is big sacrifice. In my heart, I really thank god for giving me such a brother and sister and family.

I thank god for everything.

I got one week hospitalized leave. Sorry lord. My attitude was wrong when i knew i only have short days of mc. I was angry and worry. I didnt put trust in you. On that time all my mind was thinking of how to get mc or extend. I know I should give thank to you instead of spending time blaming and worrying.

I know my attitude and motive was wrong. I should think of rest well and speedy recovery instead of worrying and blaming. My motive should be "get more rest" instead of " no need to work". This wrong motive make me struggle and fall into blame..

However, lord i give thanks that clear my mind and help me to understand and realise my wrong motive and attitude else i don't think i will have a peace and good rest during this mc period.

Lord, i thank you that at last you grant me another 9 days mc more than i expected. I know i have to precious these 9 days and make it more fruitful.

Lord, thank for giving me more days to rest and recover.

Thank God for your grace and love....

Father, continue keep me close to you...and free me from blaming and complaining attitude.

I pray all these in the name of Jesus. Amen..