Before my memories fade away…just want to drop down my feeling, my thoughts in this blog. Anyway I don’t think these memories will fade away … for it is very memorable to me. ^_^
About a Year, me and Thomas have been busy running here and there, planning and preparing for the wedding. To be very frank, it’s not an easy process at all for both of us, but we do enjoy it.
In the mid of preparation, we have quarrel, we have an argument and we also have many sweet time spend together…
Now I realized why Groom always force by the sisters, to try four type of tastes -“Sour, Sweet, Bitter and Spicy” before he can bring bride home..
It’s to remind groom to appreciate the relationship and prepare this four tastes in life. ^_^ ( this is wat i think...)
Thru the preparation and many decisions had made, I find myself grew to be more mature. May it be emotion, mentally and character. I know myself more, I know Thomas (My Hubby) more, I know My God-’Jesus’ more and I know my family and friends more.
I realize myself is the perfectionist. Everything I demand to be 100% perfect (included man). Whenever thing not come to my expected way, that will affect my mood, response and action. These happen many times in the midst of preparation. My response and action had hurt my love one and further more myself, also it had been turn our relationship to sour and make things worst.
However, Thanks God for revealing this blind spots to me.
About a Year, me and Thomas have been busy running here and there, planning and preparing for the wedding. To be very frank, it’s not an easy process at all for both of us, but we do enjoy it.
In the mid of preparation, we have quarrel, we have an argument and we also have many sweet time spend together…
Now I realized why Groom always force by the sisters, to try four type of tastes -“Sour, Sweet, Bitter and Spicy” before he can bring bride home..
It’s to remind groom to appreciate the relationship and prepare this four tastes in life. ^_^ ( this is wat i think...)
Thru the preparation and many decisions had made, I find myself grew to be more mature. May it be emotion, mentally and character. I know myself more, I know Thomas (My Hubby) more, I know My God-’Jesus’ more and I know my family and friends more.
I realize myself is the perfectionist. Everything I demand to be 100% perfect (included man). Whenever thing not come to my expected way, that will affect my mood, response and action. These happen many times in the midst of preparation. My response and action had hurt my love one and further more myself, also it had been turn our relationship to sour and make things worst.
However, Thanks God for revealing this blind spots to me.
I learn to acknowledge that in life there is nothing under the sun will be 100% perfect. May it be referring to things or to man. Further more, Man is unique, specially created by GOD, who am I to condemn?
I learn to be more gracious to man and to appreciate things around me.
Besides, learning to be gracious, I learn to trust GOD more, my hubby more and people more.
I learn to look things/situation at different view and more positive side.
I learn to surrender my stubbornness…
For that period, it was really a tension period to me…so many changes and commitment at once… Really was not my boundary to take care… I 'm weak …
Thank God for HIS's grace and love that delivery me new strength and new way…
This process, I truly encountered his goodness and faithfulness in my life.
He blessed me with everything we planned. He answer every prayers and meet our need.
He protect us and delivery us in many way…
When times come close to wedding day, there is another lesson for both of us to learn.
The word called “Willingness”.
Hearts of Willingness to bless and to love beyond their comfort zone and conveniences.
We see this willingness hearts in our family and friends. We were so touched by their love, support and encouragement.
Nowadays, most of the people is quite self-centre. Commitment sometime will only make due to certain conditions/benefits.
However, we Thank GOD, they are not. They are so real, sincere that I would like to describe every one of them as Angels ( Special Gift) that sent by GOD.
We truly experience and we realized we gain a very unique and special friendship and kinship.
They do all the way for us just because they want to bless us and love us.
We truly experience and we realized we gain a very unique and special friendship and kinship.
They do all the way for us just because they want to bless us and love us.
You are Precious Gift to us!
~ Thank You ~ We LOVE You~
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