UNCERTAINLY

Finally, I come back to blog again...

Today, my marketing Director have terminated my sales manager with immediate effect. What a shock to me... is so sudden..and I can see their both face each is in a different color...

My Sales manager have fight the battle in our company almost 5 years+. I can't deniel his hardwork and perseverence. However, my both director and manager have their own way doing their sales and followup, each can't comprise and finally end up with this unhappy result.

It was quite sad to me. I have been joinedthis company already 2 year plus. I know my sales manager quite well, and we are helping each other many time. He was such a helpful work-partner and i know he had changed a lot and have put a lot of effort in his careeer. I know he love the job and he need the job. However, theway he's doing sales still can't meet my diretor demand...

This incident let me see the life is so uncertainly, may it be the job...
What ever we have in our life...

This few weeks, the word"uncertainly" is just surrounded me, prompting me...
Uncertainly of life, career, study, future...

How am i going to face all these uncertainly in my life?
I know i am the one who easily been discouraged, disppointed...
A lot of time i am too focus to the circumstances, people, expectation, my own understanding, ...

I know i need to learn.
In this unpredicatble life, I know how weak i am. I can't do anything to change the thing.
but I know in my weak, i got god that make me strong.
I know man will fail me many time even myself but god will never. He is so faithful.
In my weak i know He, my god is my only hope and the one i can put my trust to..

Lord, may you restore my hope in you once again. I need your grace and mercy. I need you.
rerfesh me, father. There is alot time i believe of what i see. Help me and forgive me of my unbelieve.

Father, i want to put my eye on you.
continue keep my heart holy and pure, open and soft, humber and teacheble before you.


(Proverb 3: 5-6)


5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;

6 in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight.