I thank god for the Unit prayer meet(18/8/05)...
Is a big step for me...to come out from the Box...
** He touches my heart and is the precious moment
that i hope and wish will forever remember.. **
In the prayer meet, during the worship
Is a big step for me...to come out from the Box...
** He touches my heart and is the precious moment
that i hope and wish will forever remember.. **
In the prayer meet, during the worship
session, god reminded me - his songs
" This is the day" & " how could I live without you" are the songs that I always play (Discman)and sing along my way to work( ex-co) ..( that time I only have this CD"unspeakable joy")
That time in my work area, I have faced tremendous stress in my job
and fear to my boss.
That time in my family, I have faced tremendous burden and worries
of my mum sickness and financial crisis
That time my health and my emotion was thoroughly lost of control...
That time I was lost. I was lived in fear and surrounded by
disappointments and depress..
That time I started to close up myself and lived in my own world...
All the negative thoughts had never fail to visit me and accompany me...
That time was a tough time that I never can forget may it in my family,
my life, my carrer, my relationship, my spritual walk, my financial, my health..
That time was a time that i always cry out to lord and ask him why and how...
That time these song were the songs, I keep on playing ....
It remind me about my creator ...
That time these songs had diverted my focus from fear and found strength...
That time was a time that I want him most and that time was the moment
that i found closest and dearest in him.
I thank god for using his songs and lyric to encourage and comfort me
He knows my feeling, my sadness, my weakness, my fear, my future...
He hold my hand and carry me through...
He wipe away all my tears... healed all my hurt, my past, my sick
and comfort me with his songs, his words and his presence.
Today when i look back my past,...along my life journey, he is so faithful.
his presence always there for me ...
Indeed, His blessing had already pour along the road which have prepared for me...
Bit by bit, he revealed my weakness, bit by bit he tranformed my
weakness to strength and blessing... Bit by bit he tought me and guided me
Lead me towards aboundant life that i never can imagine and expect before...
Lord, never have a word that I can use it to fully express my love , my feeling right now...
During Prayer, Shawn and inn Siew both of their prayer
have thoroughly identify and express my burden this few weeks...
Yes. Is a time to look upon God. seek him personally and cry out to him..
During the prayer meet, I 'm realised I 'm lack of faith. I lost my faith in him!
That led me to this dryness stage. ..
Ya. This few weeks the struggles that I am facing made me restless..
Running from truth..escaping from decision making and commitment
isn't all because of my fear? .. i have too dependant on my own ..
my faith started waving!!
Thank God for revealing me the roof caused and open my spiritual eye once again...
During Holy communion Section, led by gloria, another word have strengthen me ...
It really bring me to understand, my own breakthrough and faith
should not based on the experience I have..
Am i using my own experience as a support of my faith in him?!!!
Faith is simple as a child trust in his/her father..
Faith is a daily and newly thing...Faith is the foundamental trust in him..
Faith Is start from "0" point ( nothing) ...not from "10 or 50 or 90" points(something)..
Faith is like bible say in hebrew 11:1 faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
Thank god for his words,his songs, his people...
Is really a wonderful and special night ...Thank you Holy spirit .
Thanks for restore my faith and renewed my passion and compassion once again...
Thank you lord for your pressence that are so real in my life ..
Lord, help me always remember of you . Always Remember who you are...
" This is the day" & " how could I live without you" are the songs that I always play (Discman)and sing along my way to work( ex-co) ..( that time I only have this CD"unspeakable joy")
That time in my work area, I have faced tremendous stress in my job
and fear to my boss.
That time in my family, I have faced tremendous burden and worries
of my mum sickness and financial crisis
That time my health and my emotion was thoroughly lost of control...
That time I was lost. I was lived in fear and surrounded by
disappointments and depress..
That time I started to close up myself and lived in my own world...
All the negative thoughts had never fail to visit me and accompany me...
That time was a tough time that I never can forget may it in my family,
my life, my carrer, my relationship, my spritual walk, my financial, my health..
That time was a time that i always cry out to lord and ask him why and how...
That time these song were the songs, I keep on playing ....
It remind me about my creator ...
That time these songs had diverted my focus from fear and found strength...
That time was a time that I want him most and that time was the moment
that i found closest and dearest in him.
I thank god for using his songs and lyric to encourage and comfort me
He knows my feeling, my sadness, my weakness, my fear, my future...
He hold my hand and carry me through...
He wipe away all my tears... healed all my hurt, my past, my sick
and comfort me with his songs, his words and his presence.
Today when i look back my past,...along my life journey, he is so faithful.
his presence always there for me ...
Indeed, His blessing had already pour along the road which have prepared for me...
Bit by bit, he revealed my weakness, bit by bit he tranformed my
weakness to strength and blessing... Bit by bit he tought me and guided me
Lead me towards aboundant life that i never can imagine and expect before...
Lord, never have a word that I can use it to fully express my love , my feeling right now...
During Prayer, Shawn and inn Siew both of their prayer
have thoroughly identify and express my burden this few weeks...
Yes. Is a time to look upon God. seek him personally and cry out to him..
During the prayer meet, I 'm realised I 'm lack of faith. I lost my faith in him!
That led me to this dryness stage. ..
Ya. This few weeks the struggles that I am facing made me restless..
Running from truth..escaping from decision making and commitment
isn't all because of my fear? .. i have too dependant on my own ..
my faith started waving!!
Thank God for revealing me the roof caused and open my spiritual eye once again...
During Holy communion Section, led by gloria, another word have strengthen me ...
It really bring me to understand, my own breakthrough and faith
should not based on the experience I have..
Am i using my own experience as a support of my faith in him?!!!
Faith is simple as a child trust in his/her father..
Faith is a daily and newly thing...Faith is the foundamental trust in him..
Faith Is start from "0" point ( nothing) ...not from "10 or 50 or 90" points(something)..
Faith is like bible say in hebrew 11:1 faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
Thank god for his words,his songs, his people...
Is really a wonderful and special night ...Thank you Holy spirit .
Thanks for restore my faith and renewed my passion and compassion once again...
Thank you lord for your pressence that are so real in my life ..
Lord, help me always remember of you . Always Remember who you are...
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