What Happen to Me????

Don't know what happen to me...
This few weeks I have been so emotion..
... Struggling, getting angry easily, mood swing up and down

Just wish to set back doing nothing... I need a place to let my heart quiet down..
~ i really don't want to do anything out of angriness, I don't like this feeling, i don't like myself to be like that!!!~ Really want to *cry* ~

Why? What caused me feel so Frustrated, Angry, self contempt and reluctant?
Is enough!!!!!~ Is enough!! how long do i need to dwell in this situation?

** Evaluation**

I'm realised the high possibility that caused my emotion up and down none other than my own fear, my own expectation, my own pride.

Facing Dryness in my spiritual walk with God...
Fear to make some decision in my life ...
Tension between Sins and livingHoly life..
Lost of confident in serving, taking care of his people..
......

I am like being store in the box, couldn't come out from the situation.
I frustrated and tired....
My head knowledge know what I should do.... But i can't move forward
My soul can't find rest...

Lord, help me!
Jeremiah 29:13 " You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."